Do you think of me as a martyr? I sacrificed myself to prevent our friends from being forgotten. I killed the old version of myself to protect everyone. Everyone had to say goodbye to the "me" that was so full of energy and life. How sad! You trapped me in a never-ending cycle of death and rebirth to punish me, but I am grateful now. Did you think that I would hate you for punishing me? I did at first. It was absolutely unbearable. I wanted to die. The burden of knowing I was trapped was so heavy, but it isn't so bad now. Not any less painful, but still easier.
I hope the fire in your heart dims, even if only for a moment.