I teased you so much. Admittedly, it was cruel of me.
I didn't know how else to break the tension though.
I truly apologize for not being the same old person you
so desperately wanted me to be. Perhaps, I should have
told you about the hell that was my life but, I suppose,
the right moment to tell you never came. I tried but
I always hesitated when I saw that look on your face.
If I close my eyes, I can easily picture your look of
disgust and your eyes searching for something that's
no longer there. You're not very good at hiding how
Look after Ritsu for me, okay?